Karen Leiru and Asmodeus 1997-2009

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School Year So Far?

Self Reflection

What a mess I am.  I looked at the man in the mirror and wondered.  What did you do to become this way?  You are a failure in all your classes last year and your grades are slipping.  You are emotionally damaged beyond repair and yet you still fabricate lies that you are trying or that you are okay.  The original plan was to avoid making strong friendships this year and forgetting the past.  I should become a new me.  It's almost as though God intended it this way, you know?  I do not see anyone from last year much aside from a few minutes each day.  I wanna see what kind of great and awesome man I can become. 

Onee-sama is in college now.  She sure grows up fast.  It's so much fun talking to big sister about all the things I can expect in college.  That reminds me.  I still have to decide on which colleges to apply for.  I am deciding upon Temple, Stockton,  New York University and whatever colleges that are nearby.  Hell I'll shoot for Princeton!  Nah that isn't an aspiration for it's insanity.  It sounds like Onee-sama has a great roommate at her dormitory.  I hope she enjoys college life.  She's a very serious girl when she needs to be.  I'm sure she'll do fine. 

My senior year at high school.  Don't you think when you look back at all the time wasted in your stupid highschool,  you start to feel sad that it's coming to an end.  Sure I hated this place with a passion and I still fucking hate this place with a passion however, I can't but feel sad when I am to leave this place without enjoying the highschool life pictured by so many anime.  I also have not found true love or learned and heaven forbids used enough karate and judo to take down an entire gang of hoodlums at school.  It's alright I guess.  This year in high school I do not get to see much of the people I hung with last year.  It's saddening but it's alright for I want to change myself as a person.  I did not get World History AP like I wanted because it overlapped with French AP.  I'm fine with that.  I might change last period study hall but come to think of it.  It's last period study hall and I can use it to catch up with homework early.  I might make good use of it.

What was my summer like?  I spent most of it doing summer reading.  You can imagine how much that sucked.  I also took comic drawing classes at the local library and even helped out the local library for the first month until I was reminded of summer reading.  I spent time reading at the pier shop where I met some interesting tourists and got my reading done.  I became a regular at the local 7Eleven to the point the owner knew my basic routine of 1 sandwich or 2 sandwich and a 24 floz coffee by heart.  The airshow this year was pretty horrible. 

This moment?  I am getting started on math homework and my shower after this blog.  I had a good meal of Pho a few hours ago and it was delicious.  I should really watch my figure.  My new hobby is chopstick throwing as in shurikenjutsu.  It's thrown very much like a Bo Shuriken.  I also tie my hair with chopsticks to make a bun now.  It's rather cute looking.  I can also poke pressure points with it as a close combat weapon I guess.  You never know when in ACHS you would need such things. 

Hope you enjoyed my long and frustratingly boring blog. 

One Month Later...

Someone did die... Can't quite say I cared much as it was some teacher I didn't really know too much about.  Died the day I expected someone to die too.  It was pretty scary.  I've decided on a few projects to do over the summer for some fun.  I should find some people willing to work with me.